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25 November 2006
12:32 PM its been a long time since i blogged. to all those pple who havent been seeing my sleeves, bet you dont know how im feeling. hahah, its turned into a goddamn joke man. okay i regret what i did. i shd have thought it over before calling her ystrdae. its juz that the dream was so realistic (and horrible). but still, i shdnt have called her and asked if everything was fine. in a state of panic, it happened i guess. its over anw. but i've been thinking abt what she said. she has nothing to be sorry abt? really? what abt the last msg babe? your freaking words pierced through my heart. i was shattered, i fell to pieces. and i dont wanna let anyone know how i feel right now. alright pple, please avoid mentioning her name or anyth when im arnd. its a highly sensitive issue and i absolutely dont wanna talk abt it. she said that i'll forget her when someone else comes along. like i said, that's not the case baby. someone else came in coz you went out. oh wells, its juz too complicated. all i can say is that the whole thing sucks. on a lighter note, i think deva is damn hot. ashwin is okay too larh. and then i had to choose between the two guys. i chose deva and i had to reject ashwin. and i cried man. i cried coz i know i broke his heart. it left me wondering... has she ever cried? for the millions of times she broke my heart? bet she never did, not even once. if she sheds juz a drop of tear for me, pigs will fly. hahaha! the hols are good. i havent started on the hmwk at all. like none at all. roaming arnd spore and chatting with guys on the phone is pretty much all that i do. but im having fun larh. sheesh, this guy juz proposed to me. goodness, and i told him that im attached some more. which is abt to be true... ;D |
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